Whichever beautiful thing I view
I recollect you alone
However I try to reach you
You are going afar leaving me alone.
How can I catch you?
How to tell about myself?
You are somewhere away far
You are of the category of divinity
You are the token of immense beauty
Unavailable to any of the humanity!
How can you know my pain?
I cannot tell my excruciation!
I can’t speak in the nature and tune
That can reach you even.
My heart can’t speak
But it tones like the ambiguous tunes
Of broken lute strings
Enabling you to know
I abridged my feelings in colorful pictures,
Not in oil paintings or in rain bow colors.
Is it unknown or unknowable color?
Or is it of white grey or ash texture?
Even then when I sculptured your statue
I meant it was for you
Then if you see it as a lump of mud!
I have no language or ideas
To write in poems and
My mind is a dumb jasmine bud!
How to tell you? How to reach you?
How to meet you?
The call from my heart you can’t get
I can’t even hear loud noise from that side.
On some day or any other day
I will merge into the clay
Death succeeds birth.
Hence I wish your companionship.
Suppose it doesn’t happen
From the ashes mingled in earth
Would not I become a grassy blossom?
Sometime later on any day
When you walk on that way,
Will not the dust of your feet
Scatter on my body straight?
I’ll feel I attained atonement.
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(Translation of Telugu verses”Gaddi Poovu”of Smt. Pingali Bhattiprolu Bala Devi
Retired Reader in Biology, Bhubaneswar)
By
Rama Rao Saripalli
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